What was November One four years ago…

I’d like to ask myself: “What I was doing in those previous Eleven Ones’?”

We all know that November 1 is a day to remember our departed loved ones. And of course, spooky things do happen. That’s normal I guess. I really can’t remember what I was actually doing those days… One thing is clear though. That was the first time I went to the cemetery with my half siblings to visit my father who died in an accident last 2003. The feeling’s obviously weird. But somehow I find it peaceful on my father’s part since he’ll not be disturbed with the world he left. He’s now out there. Maybe floating in space, and saying: “Kids, I’m ok now.”

Anyway, whereever my father is, I know he’s fine now. :no1:

The next year… It was a different story…

As far as I can remember, days before 11.01.05, a familiar voice returns from nowhere. Her name is Marian

Statistics full movie . We had some issues years back but this time I had a feeling that there is something building up. Something that I never expect would happen to me in a short span of time.

Back in the right place and in the wrong time? No. Actually by the time we got back, we’re just talking with each other on the phone. I was downstairs, while having a little chitchat with her and out of nowhere, that conversation arised.

Then I said to myself: I know this is not a good time, Bob. But this maybe your last chance to give her a second chance. Go for it.

And I did.

Marian back then was a typical high-school senior, though she really excels academically and has a bunch of friends at hand, she’s also prone with guys around her. At 16, you wouldn’t notice that she’s 16 at all since she’s got the height and of course the wits of an 18 or a 19 year old woman.

But that time she had a trait that I hate the most. She’s embodies the traits of a coño. But somehow I’ve managed to tame her.

Anyway, moving forward…

I have a message for her:

Having me as your lover might be one of the hardest things that you’ve ever faced in your life. I know I’ve made tons of mistakes and I know there are liters of tears flowed from your eyes, thanks to me… But no, I want to thank you, for loving me…

Thank you for sticking with me, you sticked with me at my worst and cheered me at my best. You never give up on me, even I’m already crippling with the problems that I’m facing.

Let me say I love you Marian.

I love you now.

I love you even if the time would stop.

I love tou and I’ll always love you…

Happy 3rd Anniversary my love. My Smooch, Mahal, Maan ko. I love you and you know I rarely say it to you these days, but ever since we got back, that love just got stronger. I love you so much…

“No Letting Go…”